For the Disappearance Day of Srila Bhakti Prajnana Kesava Gosvami Maharaja
Tridandisvami Sri Srimad Bhaktivedanta Narayana Gosvami Maharaja
For The Disappearance Day Of
Srila Bhakti Prajnana Kesava Gosvami Maharaja
Miami, Florida: May 28, 2008
[Respected Harikatha Readers,
Please accept our humble obeisances. All glories to Sri Sri Guru and Gauranga.
October 4, 2009 is the first day of Kartika. It is also the disappearance day of Sri Srimad Bhakti Prajnana Kesava Gosvami Maharaja, who is the diksa-guru of Srila Bhaktivedanta Narayana Gosvami Maharaja and sannyasa guru of Srila Bhaktivedanta Svami Maharaja Prabhupada. The following is a newly transcribed morning walk in Miami, wherein Srila Narayana Gosvami Maharaja affectionately speaks about his Guru Maharaja on the request of a disciple.
On the order of Srila Narayana Gosvami Maharaja, we are currently working on a book of all his morning walks and darsans. If you have any audio or movie files of his walks and darsans from 1996-2007, please contact Isa dasa at williamglick@gmail.com. If you would like to help transcribe these nectar walks, or edit or proofread them, or help in any other way, please contact Vasanti dasi at vasantidasi@gmail.com. Thank you.
Sincerely, the Harikatha team]
[Devotee:] Is it possible for you to speak something about your spiritual master, Srila Bhakti Prajnana Kesava Gosvami Maharaja?
[Srila Narayana Gosvami Maharaja:] Once, after taking the permission of his Guru Maharaja, Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati Thakura, my Gurudeva went to visit Srila Gaura Kisora dasa Babaji Maharaja. At that time, Babaji Maharaja had closed the door of his bhajana kutir, which was a municipal outhouse. He had locked himself inside and refused to meet anyone.
The police superintendent and district magistrate had previously come there and told him, “Babaji Maharaja, why are you sitting in this impure place? We will make you a very beautiful place where you can do bhajana.”
Babaji Maharaja had replied, “I am very weak and cannot open the door.” Why did he say this? He used to tell his own devotees, “The smell of this outhouse is nothing in comparison to the stench of sense enjoyers who come and disturb me, saying, ‘Babaji Maharaja, give me a son, a very qualified wife, and much wealth.’ They used to harass me in this way. Staying in an outhouse is better than having to deal with those people. No one will disturb me while I am here.”
So Gurudeva, along with his paternal aunt, Srimati Saroj Basini, and a brahmacari who later became a very good speaker by the name of Sripad Nemi Maharaja, all went to see Babaji Maharaja. They saw that the door was closed and they called to him, “Babaji Maharaja, please be merciful and open your door. We want to take your darsana.” (meaning, “We beg you to give us your audience.”)
At first, Babaji Maharja gave the same answer he had given the superintendent: “I am very weak, so I cannot open the door.”
My Gurudeva, who was at that time eighteen years old Vinoda-bihari brahmacari, replied, “Babaji Maharaja, we are disciples of Srila Sarasvati Thakura. He has sent us to see you.”
Babaji Maharaja then said, “Oh, you are disciples of Srila Sarasvati Thakura? All right, I will open the door.” He thus allowed the three devotees to enter. They went into the municipal latrine and offered their obeisances.
Babaji Maharaja told my Gurudeva, “You should boldly preach the mission and instructions of Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu. Do not fear; I will save you from all problems and dangers.”
Guru Maharaja used to tell us this story with tears in his eyes, saying, “This is how I am now able to boldly preach in Bengal and Assam and so many other places.” He told us that this actually took place – Gaura Kisora dasa Babaji Maharaja protected him whenever obstacles came.
For example, Srila Guru Maharaja was once preaching boldly in Assam, and his audience consisted of many persons opposed to Gaudiya Vaisnavism. This group did not accept the worship of Srimati Radhika with Sri Krsna; they worshiped Sri Krsna alone. Guru Maharaja told them, “Krsna-bhakti alone is not perfect. It is like an offense. Also, those who do bhajana but at the same time eat meat, eggs, and fish, and also drink alcohol, are not pure bhaktas. In fact, their mouths are like drains because their mouths are the containers of all kinds of stool, urine, and other wastes.” Hearing this, some of the members of the very large opposition crowd became enraged and shouted, “Caitanya Mahaprabhu is not the Supreme Lord. Do you have any proof that He is?”
In response, our Guru Maharaja requested Srila Vamana Maharaja to stand up and provide sastric evidence that Mahaprabhu is the Supreme Lord, and Srila Vamana Maharaja quoted either 101 or 108 Sanskrit verses. The crowd then began to throw stones and many other things, trying to kill both Guru Maharaja and Srila Vamana Maharaja. However, there were also some devotees present in the audience who began to throw stones back at the attackers, and somehow the conflict subsided.
In this way, he used to preach boldly. If anyone said anything against Srila Prabhupada Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati Thakura or our sampradaya, he would become furious. He would at once attack them, like a lion, with so many sastric arguments that no one could defeat him.
Some time in 1956, Srila Gurudeva came to Mathura to visit Sri Kesavaji Gaudiya Matha. At that time followers of the Nimbarka sampradaya in Vrndavana used to publish a spiritual journal called Sri Sudarsana. In one issue they cast aspersions on Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu, saying that He was a disciple of Kesava Kasmiri. They said that Kesava Kasmiri was not actually defeated by Sri Caitanya Maharprabhu. Rather, he defeated Mahaprabhu and initiated Him into the Gopal Mantra. *[See endnote 1] In other editions they insolently dared to claim that Gaudiya Vaisnava acaryas such as Srila Visvanatha Cakravarti Thakura were in the Nimbarka sampradaya.
When I showed these editions to Srila Gurudeva, he became extremely angry. He told me, “Bring a paper and pen,” and began to dictate. He then immediately published this dictation as a short essay in our Sri Bhagavata Patrika. The headline was ‘Sri Nimbaditya and Nimbarka are not the same person.’ In the essay he said that nowhere in the scriptures is there any mention of a Nimbarka sampradaya. The Puranas mention a Vaisnava acarya named Sri Nimbaditya, and the Four Kumaras have accepted Nimbaditya Acarya as their sampradaya-acarya.
Nimbarka Svami is a completely different person. Nimbaditya was a disciple of Naradaji at the end of Dvapara-yuga, but Nimbarka Acarya appeared much more recently. Great and eminent authors of scripture such as Srila Jiva Gosvami have mentioned the names of the prominent acaryas of all the other sampradayas, but they have not mentioned the name of Nimbarka Acarya anywhere.
The scriptures of the Six Gosvamis mention the names of acaryas such as Sri Ramanuja, Sri Madhva, Sri Visnu Svami, Sri Nimbaditya and Sri Vallabha Acarya. If the Nimbarka sampradaya had existed even to a slight extent at that time, then they would most certainly have mentioned the name of Nimbarka Acarya as well. None of the other sampradaya acaryas, such as Sri Ramanuja, Sri Madhva, Sri Visnu Svami and so on have mentioned Nimbarka Acarya’s name in any of the scriptures that they have written.”
The Nimbarka sampradaya currently uses the Parijata-bhasya which was written, not by Nimbaditya Acarya, but rather by Srinivasa Acarya and Kesava Kasmiri. These two wrote this scripture and then preached that it had been written by their guru.
When this essay was published in Sri Bhagavata Patrika, the office directors of the Sudarsana journal announced that they were making arrangements to prosecute for slander. Srila Gurudeva replied firmly, “We will prove each and every word that we have written on the basis of evidence supported by sastra.” The scholars filed a court case demanding one hundred thousand rupees for defamation. They went to an advocate (lawyer) who told them, “You do not know Sripad Kesava Maharaja. He is a very dangerous person. He knows the law better than we advocates do. Do not put your hands in a snake’s hole, otherwise that snake will come and bite you. Better to leave this alone; better to be silent.”
When the prosecution party heard about Srila Gurudeva’s immense scriptural knowledge and his profound personality, they became absolutely silent, and from that day onwards they did not dare to write any more nonsense. *[see endnote 2]
[Devotee:] You have also described how affectionate your Guru Maharaja was. Can you speak something in this regard?
[Srila Narayana Gosvami Maharaja:] Once, while Pujyapada Vamana Maharaja was doing service at a printing press in Cincurah, his fingers were severely injured. Our Guru Maharaja began to weep and at once took him to a medical hospital in Kolkata, where he arranged treatment for him. Although Srila Vamana Maharaja’s fingers had been crushed under the printing press, after some time they were completely healed with only a scar remaining.
There was a disciple of our Guru Maharaja who joined before me, whose name was Ananga Mohan. He used to play very sweetly on mrdanga and engage in many personal services for our Guru Maharaja, such as cooking, washing clothes, and so on.
He contracted tuberculosis, at which time he was vomiting blood, even on the body of our Guru Maharaja. Guru Maharaja served him with his own hand, cleaning away his stool, feeding him, and nourishing him in every way.
I told Guru Maharaja, “Please feel free to go and preach. I will look after him. Do not worry.” Kindly giving me this ‘love burden’ of caring for Ananga Mohan, he went to preach. I would then clean Ananga Mohan’s vomit and stool, burying it in the earth. Guru Maharaja also sent me with him and Trigunatita brahmacari to Tambaram Hospital in Madras, which was a hospital for tuberculosis patients, and he was there for about three or four months.
Because this hospital was quite expensive, and Guru Maharaja’s god-brothers became upset and told him, “We cannot give you any of the money we have collected. Why are you doing all of this for your disciple?!” In this regard he did not care for the opinion of his opposing god-brothers, and finally they gave up his association. How loving he was.
Although Guru Maharaja spent a great deal of money to save Ananga Mohan, he left his body in Tabaram Hospital. At the time of his departure Guru Maharaja was performing parikrama in Navadvipa with thousands of pilgrims. I wrote him a letter saying, “I could not save Ananga Mohan, so Trigunatita prabhu and I are returning to Siddhabari. Please excuse me.” He read my letter and began to weep loudly.
He loved me so much for this. I had also developed slight symptoms of tuberculosis, and Guru Maharaja took me to a hospital in Calcutta, where I was treated and recovered.
Guru Maharaja gave sannyasa first to Srila Vamana Maharaja, Srila Trivikrama Maharaja and me. We three then began to increase our preaching fields and we performed many other services. Previously, Guru Maharaja’s respectful relationships with the god-brothers obliged him to give scope to their opinions and ideas, but now he was independent.
He would go to various places with thirty or forty brahmacaris and sannyasis and preach. Sometimes he had audiences of 15,000 people. At that time there were no microphones, so his audiences heard him by his loud speaking.
I used to personally go with him, and at those times I would cook for him, massage him, and wash his clothes. When he gave classes I would take notes. On his order I learned Bengali and read the Jaiva Dharma, and then I became a very good speaker. Also, at that time, I was known as the best singer in the Gaudiya Math.
Guru Maharaja also gave sannyasa to Pujyapada Srila Bhaktivedanta Svami Maharaja. The two were bosom friends.
[Mahabhuddi dasa:] How could our Srila Prabhupada have been one of the co-founders of the Gaudiya Vedanta Samiti if they were not friends? How would he have taken sannyasa from him if they were not friends?
[Srila Narayana Gosvami Maharaja:] In fact, Srila Bhaktivedanta Svami Maharaja wrote to me: “Our relationship is certainly based on spontaneous love. That is why there is no chance of us forgetting one another. By the mercy of Guru and Gauranga may everything be auspicious for you. This is my constant prayer. From the first time I saw you I have been your constant well-wisher. At his first sight of me Srila Prabhupada also saw me with such love. It was in my very first darsana of Srila Prabhupada that I learned how to love.”
[Brajanath dasa:] Remembering your Guru Maharaja, you spoke for such a long time.
[Srila Narayana Gosvami Maharaja:] I became unaware of the time.
[*Endnote 1:
“The next morning the poet came to Lord Caitanya and surrendered unto His lotus feet. The Lord bestowed His mercy upon him and cut off all his bondage to material attachment” (Caitanya-caritamrta, Adi-lila, 16.107).]
[*Endnote 2: On Srila Narayana Gosvami’s request, we have added some sentences from his Biography of his Guru Maharaja to his discussion of Nimbaditya Acarya.]
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Friday, October 9, 2009
I Offer My Respectful Obeisances to My Spiritual Master
I was born in the darkest ignorance, and my spiritual master opened my eyes with the torch of knowledge. I offer my respectful obeisances unto him.
nama om visnu-padaya radhikayah priyatmane
sri-srimad-bhaktivedanta narayana iti namine
vande 'ham sri guru varam sri rupanuga pravaram
vraja-rasa-rasikam ca narayanam tam prapanam
I worship (vande'ham) in humble submission (tam prapanam) Sri Srimad Bhaktivedanta Narayan Gosvami Maharaja (narayanam), who is my best Spiritual Master (sri guru varam), the foremost member of the Rupanuga dynasty (sri rupanuga pravaram), and (ca) who is always relishing the mellows of Vraja (vraja-rasa-rasikam).
sri guru caranam vande ramanaprestham bhutale
rupanuga bhaktidam ca krpamurti narayanam
I worship the lotus feet of Srila Gurudev (sri guru caranam vande) Sri Srimad Bhaktivedanta Narayan Gosvami Maharaja (narayanam) who in this world is very dear to his worshipful Lord Sri Radha-raman Biharijiu (ramanaprestham bhutale), who is the distributor of rupanuga bhakti (rupanuga bhaktidam) and (ca) who is the embodiment of mercy (krpamurti).
Bhakti Yoga is a Process of Continual Surrender
My spiritual background before Bhakti Yoga was of the Christian faith. I had a firm belief in Jesus Christ and Bhakti Yoga finally allowed me to realize who Jesus is and most importantly, who is the Father of Jesus is and we call Him Krsna. The main mantra that we as Bhakti Yogi's chant is the Hare Krsna Maha Mantra (Chanting the Holy Names of God) Hare Krsna, Hare Krsna, Krsna Krsna, Hare Hare, Hare Rama, Hare Rama, Rama Rama, Hare Hare. The proper mindset to chant is as if you were a baby crying out for your mother, not caring for anything else but to gain her attention and not giving up until you acheive that sole purpose. This mantra in and by itself has the power to completely liberate anyone and to give complete realization of God and the Spiritual World. It must be chanted purely though to have effect, and this is where Bhakti Yoga the spiritual process begins with endeavouring to have a consciousness that is free of any material desire, and the only desire that is prominent is to truly realize God (Krsna) without any ulterior motives. If you truly want to serve God, then chanting this mantra is the prescribed path to that realization. It may seem easy just talking about it, but get ready for the "Pearl of Great Price" in reality.
Just as any education is not easy, not everyone has the mindstuff to become a doctor. However, the mercy of Krsna is unlimited and whatever you lack (if you are truly sincere) will be supplied in your endeavour to realize Him. Contrary to many other ideas out there, God is alive and He is a Person. Just as you can't walk right into the White House without an invitation and sit down with our President, you must also have some relationship with the Supreme Father to be able to communicate with Him. Not that He doesn't hear your pleas at all times, the idea is that we want Him to respond to those pleas. You hear many people joking that God is the person you pray to and never get a response or have your prayers answered. If it is any consolation, justice is perfect in the universe and no one gets anything that they don't deserve good or bad.
The heart of every living entity is the seat of the Supersoul, Paramātmā, a plenary expansion of the Supreme Personality of Godhead. Without His presence the living entity cannot get into the working energy according to his past deeds. The living entities who are conditioned in the material world are manifested in the creation in terms of respective inclinations inherent in them, and the requisite material body is offered to each and every one of them by the material energy under the direction of the Supersoul. This is explained in the Bhagavad-gītā (9.10). When, therefore, the Supersoul is situated in the heart of the conditioned soul, the requisite mind is manifested in the conditioned soul, and he becomes conscious of his occupation as one is conscious of his duty after waking up from slumber. Therefore the material mind of the living entity develops when the Supersoul sits on his heart, after which the mind, the controlling deity (moon), and then the activities of the mind (namely thinking, feeling and willing) all take place. The activities of the mind cannot begin without the manifestation of the heart, and the heart becomes manifested when the Lord wants to see the activities of the material creation. [Śrīmad Bhāgavatam 2.10.30]
The first internal communion you will experience with God is with the Supersoul (Paramatma) in the heart chakra (anahata). When you pray, He is who hears your prayers. The external manifestation of the Supersoul is the bonafide Spiritual Master Guru. He is sanctioned by Krsna, because he has fully realized Krsna and He will guide you externally so you can have the internal realization of God. Help from without and within, this is the mercy of Krsna. Additionally, you can't cheat the bonafide Guru. He is in communion with the Supersoul (Paramatma) and completely knows the disciple's heart. When you commit any activity, the Supersoul is who witnesses it. It makes you a little self conscious doesn't it? Actually, this is a mundane idea generated by the false ego because you are thinking of yourself now in a particular way and always referring to yourself as I'm this or I'm that. - YOU MUST BECOME CONSCIOUS OF YOUR TRUE SELF. This is not the self you think you are, but your true spiritual self that you have yet to discover. This process of Bhakti Yoga helps you do just that - getting rid of the false ego and reestablishing your real ego which is a pure servant of God (Krsna). A bonified spiritual master with the torchlight of knowledge and endless mercy can help you remove your false coverings and reestablish you in your eternal constitutional position of devotee and servant of the Supreme Personality of Godhead Krsna. Hence the term most everyone has heard but didn't understand - self-realization.
The essential substance of the mind is the mode of pure goodness, which is the energy of Lord Aniruddha, who is the localized (Paramatma) Supersoul feature of the Supreme Personality of Godhead Krsna. He is sitting in the heart (Anahata Chakra) and his size as stated in the Bhagavad Gita is about the size of the human thumb. When that (pure goodness) sattvik mental substance is dedicated in service to Lord Krsna, it is transformed to Krsna consciousness, the state of infallible goodness above the three material modes of nature (ignorance, passion and mundane goodness). To dedicate the mind to the Lord, we must channel the flow of our desires toward Him with loving devotion by chanting the Hare Krsna Maha Mantra which in turn will lead to more devotional activities. Hence there is no question of "controlling the mind," "fixing the mind," "pacifying the mind," without the reformation of desire. Our quality of mind is subject to the quality of our desire. It is clear that the original condition of the mind is Krsna (God) consciousness. That original condition is contaminated as soon as our desire is focused toward the material energy. Thus what we know to be "the material mind" is in essence the condition of material attraction. In the contaminated state of mind we are also influenced by the intelligence and false ego.
When the living entity forgets that both he himself as well as the material nature are meant for the Lord's service, the quality of ignorance becomes prominent, and the conditioned entity desires to become himself the master. Thus the conditioned soul imagines that he is a very important person within society or that he is a great philosopher. The Vedic mantras and Pañcarātra give mankind instructions about devotional service to the Personality of Godhead, which free one from the contamination of considering oneself a prestigious member of society or a great philosopher. One in knowledge should recognize himself as a tiny servant of the Supreme Absolute Truth.[Śrīmad Bhāgavatam 11.5.29-30]
The Vedas state that once the proper spiritual desires are engaged and the material desires are calmed down the contaminated desires do melt away with the sadhana of chanting the Hare Krsna Mantra. The external contaminated mind gives way to the awakening of inner mind (pure sattvik state). The inner mind when awakened, makes the man an empowered jiva soul to understand higher spiritual principles. Almost every well organized religion has talked about the self realization or liberation attained by many saints, prophets, and sages. Higher than the mind is the intelligence and higher than the intelligence is the soul. Birth after birth the soul is influenced by the mind, intelligence and false ego. These are all subtle energies that influence the soul due to missplaced desires of the soul because of its infinitesimal size, and the karma that has been incurred by wrong choice and action.
The mind is a real thing because it is the energy of the Supersoul. Thus on the energetic level our mental activities thinking, imagination, visualization, concentration and so forth are real movements. They are real movements that unfold as per a complex pattern. And why so complex? Why does the study of the mind's movements (the study we know by the word psychology) become so mysterious and convoluted? That is because the mind moves according to our desires. Hence, it is our desires; meaning, in our present state, it is our material attraction that complicates our mental processes. The mind can be perceived as a real thing due to the fact that by nature's arrangement, the movements of the mind have physical effects. These effects are both immediate and remote. In Bhagavad-gita your immediate environment is called "the field of activities." What is that field? It is your body. The remote environment is practically everything beyond your body.
Your journey of realizing God and His complete creation is an eternal process. When many different scriptures tell us we were made in the image of God the Father (Krsna), it is referring to the spiritual body we all have that is eternal and has 78% of the qualities of God. Only in quality though and not in quantity.
This will end my introduction. Now lets enter into the beginning of my spiritual trek of Bhakti Yoga.
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Please Chant Hare Krsna
My experiences (a Bhakti Yoga devotee of 37 years) from the start of my spiritual trek until present day.
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